life is like a box of chocolate

2006-09-03T21:27:00.000-07:00

wow.. very very long time ever since i wrote dis blog of mine..hmmm...i dont even remember mann..anyways i owe my girlfren loads of testi and tings dat i have missed out on...
there is alot of tings dat happened and alot of events going on since da last time i wrote on dis blog.to note it all out i dont tink im in for it but all i say is dat life has its ups and down..but still no matter how many downs u go tru..im still happy now..im still smiling wide for everyone to see..ok..ok..enuff of my craps..juz to say dat i really love my gf so much dat no matter how bad we fought,i still find it difficult to be apart from her..i cant imagine da day we were no longer together..but lets not hope for dat orait...things are going pretty slow but good for me..as for my ns,i still have ard 4 mths left..and dats quite fast u noe..wat do i plan after dat? well i am planinng to get back to higher nitec after i ord.once i finish my school,i dun want to waste more time and juz sign on ERS..hopefully dat'll work...as for work,tings are goingas per normal..quite some time since there is a great call mann...except for the factory fire and suicides..nothing else dat excites me..well,hopefully will get a good call next duty..
i'll end my post for now..dah lama tak pegi skolah laa..smpi tak tau pe nak tulis pon..k lah..gtg now..love u honey.....

sorry!!sorry!!sorry!!

2006-05-13T01:51:00.000-07:00

im sorry sayang!! dah lama tak update blog lah..mana tak...kat rumah bil internet dah kena ptg lah..jadi d only time to check my mail and friendster and to update my blog is wen im at muy mum's office or at my gals house...haiz....se-kuno2 aku ni,rasanya mcm susah plak kalau tak ade computer ni...haha!!

life has its ups and downs for me for the past months...quarrels laa,dilemmas laa,stress at work laa,tired of waiting for fire calls laa...really2 stressful mann..anyways,im here first of foremost to congratulate my gf for losing 6 kg of her weight...congrats sayang!!hope u maintain ur weight k..its not dat i dont like ur previous u...but i feel dat u have enlighten urself ever since u lost ur weight..u look more cheerful(most of the time)i really miss ur smile sayang...i really do...anyway.i hope to regain my confidence and strength again after being feeling down dis few mths...insyallah...and id like to also apologise to my mum(even though she dont have a blog or read a blog) for all the mistakes dat ive done....

u noe wat,another 7 days more it will be 3 years ive been wif my gal!!yeay!!...i hope and pray dat we will last and be happy,if not now,in years to come...eh sayang?? hehe....and agn anyways...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS OUT THERE NO MATTER WHERE U ARE....adios!!

Selection at Marsiling...

2006-03-05T04:53:00.000-08:00

Today was hectic.. tiring.. Shit.. Whole day at marsiling cc.. doing the normal silat stuff for the selection.. Overall performance for today, was quite alrite.. I'm reali proud of my guys because they managed to prove somehow thateven though they are new they still managed to level up with the seniors from other cc.. Congratulations to u guys.. And train harder for ur own good.. Also i would like to thank my lovely sayangku for helping out making the guys a success..I love u so much my love, my sayang..

Gute Morneng...

2006-01-10T19:48:00.000-08:00

Gd Morning to u...i noe la i woke up late...now i feel fresh frm d oven mann..id like to apoplgise to u sayangku kedangdung for not replying u last nyte as i promised and awking up late and not letting u noe....i dunno y my habit mcm ni ah..

anyway i realii thank u for creating me a new blogskin sayang..its realli nice dear..thank u so much again...i think dis shud b ok already k...u dun need to do a new one..i like dis...i mean i love it...thanx again sayang....i love u dear...

mmmmmuuuaaaccccxxxxx!!!!

wakakakakah!!!

2006-01-10T01:55:00.000-08:00

i noe..i noe..i deserve a smack in my ass for not writing the blog for abt 2+ mths ??i was getting too busy wif playing my PS2 til i forgot to update my blog..and furthermore im not always home..infact nvr at home...im sorry my sayang kedungdang...i will update my blog frm now onwards ok dear? just need u to remind me as usual..i ni kan dah tua...paham2 aje lah eh sayang..

Anyway,wat have been going on for the past mths while im not blogging?? well,today is HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!,i took part in the All Styles Martial Arts but lost (wif a hard fyte though), went to the Eco-Challenge and it was fun,many things happen at work as usual..i loved my dearest more and more...my dearest getting more beautiful day by day..im getting fatter and fatter time to time..i missed my dearest seconds by seconds......things like dis realli made my day..especially meeting my dearest everyday realli makes me happier by the milliseconds..hahahaha!!!

im catching a cold now...fark!! anyways...i hope u apologise me for not updating my blog for mths..i promise frm now i will update my blog ok sayangku kedangdang.....??
adios amigos!!chiaos!! lurve ya honey......

sorry sorry sorry sorry....

2005-10-20T23:30:00.000-07:00

Hi sayang..im reali sorry i dah lama tak blog in this thingy..masalahnya i terlupa blog add u lah..abe bila u kasi i,asyik lupa aje..im sorry sayang..anyway its been a long time since i write dis blog...its also bcoz of my busy schdule too.and furthermore i always reach home late..too tired to update lah..anyways,today im writing in dis blog cuz i juz browsed tru my gal's blog and so it occured to me dat i have to write in ..otherwise she gonna explode! hehehe..juz kidding eh sayang..well,juz got home frm work juz now and gonna go for my banquet job later on..hehe..cari mkn lah katakan..tiring it is..but wat to do..i dunno wanna follow my laziness and juz sleep..biar lah aku penat tapi hasilnya tu yg sedap tu..im also doing dis bcoz i wanna support my honey too..i ikhlas buat ni utk u syg..i noe wat im doing is not dat much..but i hope by doing dis,it can open ur hart wider to me..i noe guys are a very difficult human being to understand..but pls trust me yang..im being sincere to u..i hope u trust me eh yang..
anyway im here juz to say i love u very much and i reali care for u.even though most of the time u cant see it..but in fact,i reali do..i love u like hell..onli God noes how much i reali loves u..if u have read dis blog i hope u reply me back k...i'll be waiting for u honey..ciaozz....

Les samourais des temp modernas

2005-09-18T20:44:00.000-07:00

Happy 2 years 4 mths anniversary sayangku norainoon...so happy today..for my ferst time having dis relationship and to last fer dat long is really shocking to me...but im very happy we made it dis long..im so happy for us sayang..u made it possible...thank u so much my love...

I love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and blue.I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.I love the way you make me so happy,And the ways you show you care.I love the way you say, "I Love You,"And the way you're always there.I love the way you touch me,Always sending chills down my spine.I love that you are with me,And glad that you are mine.- Crystal Jansen -

i hope u like the poem..hehe..anyway sayang,i hope my plan of starting work at ritz tu,u support me eh.i bkn bekerja utk diri sendiri..i kerja utk kita..i will try my best to make time for both of us...ok?

I love u with all my might,heart and soul.May we live together with peace and tranquil,forever.i love u sayang,forever........

im bored to death will sumone punch me!!

2005-08-28T22:20:00.000-07:00

good morning good afternoon good evening good nyte...haha..im bored mann..nothing to do...no money..hai...maybe later on im doing some parkour training nearby b4 i head down to imm to fetch my lovely highness norainoon...i love u sayang...
ok now ive got an idea of wat to write..i'll tell u all a story of long ago..hope u wont get bored...here it goes..
One fine day,i was at school waiting for my tkd training wc starts at 5(i think!)slowly one by one,the students came and change..i was with my brother dat day..we were busy practising our stuff as we were already good at all these things..ehem..so,the training has started and we did some stretchings..while doing some stretchings,came 3 malay girls who juz joined us in the trainings..they got into the lines near my bro and i.. they were new there but they were already talking alot like they were very long.but we dont mind dat coz as beginners,dat always happens.anyway,at dat time i was feeling hot and as usual i rolled up my pants till my knees..we were doing some warm ups wen suddenly dis gerl turned ard and ask me dis qn(wc is a very popular word dat ppl like to ask me)"kat singapore ni banjir eh?" wc means" is it flooding in singapore?" i juz go along with it and said yes.without knowing or realising this,i was attracted to dis gerl becoz i find her so bubbly and jovial..b4 she came,the trainings were mostly whispers and soft talks..but wen she came in..there were laughters and such..unexpectedly,dat rowdy nature of the gerl got me smiling..even wen i sleep,i can stop thinking of dat face..in short,i had a crush on dat gerl.since dat day,we became very close frens together with some of the seniors plus d 2 other gerls.(not including my bro lah)days passed into months and i still cant get over the fact dat i had a crush on her..being the shy guy as i had always been since young,i didnt dare ask her the BIG qn..coz i nvr had any relationship b4...den i one day she msg me..frm there onwards we msg like hell..non-stop..
at dis pt of time,i was already with dis another gerl whom after a few days with her,i realised dat she is not the one fer me.i mean i reali like dis gerl in my sch but i was so afraid to ask her the BIG qn,i clumsily agreed to be with dis another gerl..Shit mann!..all dis aside..finally wen i had a big quarrel with my gerl,she was always there for me..ever since dat day,my hart reali says i love dis gerl...juz after my break up with my gerl i wasted no time in asking her the BIG qn..and willingly she said yes...till dis day,i still cant forget those times..thats where we start and til now,we are still loving each other..i still love her like how i love her for the first time i met her...and u noe wat,i called her my apple tree..hehe...and u want to noe who? u got it right ...its u sayang..my one and only Norainoon ........i love u very much Dear....
(ps:sorry fer da horrible english ive wrote..hope u understand lah eh)

assalamualaikum wr wb.....

2005-08-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

haloo everone!!juz update my blog now..sorry sayang fer not updating dis blog fer a long time...and also sorry fer juz fer not picking u up...im really really sorry sayang...hmmmmm
anyways,yesterday i was werking and was attached to the Pump Ladder 411.it was dead tiring mann...and da "best" part is..had 4 calls yesterday..BUT NONE were reali fire! hate it mann..all were juz plain "prank". first call was in da morning..in da pumper,my encik was already saying like..heavy smoke logged..fire well alight lah..and all dis crap..skali reach there already,nothing showing..went to d 5th floor,nothing showing...dat already fired us up..2nd call was in d evening.a caller called da police saying there was fire in da house.but there was noone in the house.we came,did our stuff..and to our dismay..wat the caller had seen were juz juz candles in da house..many2 candles in da house...haiz...den came in da wee hours of the morning.at 2.,.out for a call saying there was an explosion..so we were all so excited and eager to fite wats there for us..and agn to our horror nothing was even showing..not even a smell..but den da nieghbours there did admit dat there was a very very loud explosion..my encik juz nodded his head and went back home...last call was worst..came to da place..and da stated house..da owner of da house was juz awake.shocked..dat was da last straw mann..luckily after dat no calls frm all dis nonsesical ppl ...but den morning had a combined station drill...well..dat WAS my very last straw afterwords...
to my honey ,dis poem is for u>>>>

Had I the heavens' embroider'd cloths,Enwrought with golden and silver light,The blue and the dim and the dark clothsOf night and light and the half light,I would spread the cloths under your feet:But I, being poor, have only my dreams;I have spread my dreams under your feet;Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
.....Aedh wishes for the Cloths of Heaven by William Butler Yeats (1865-1939)